Things have been alright, I suppose. I mean, I haven't spoken to him in awhile, I'm a little... nervous to call? I guess. I miss him though. So much. He made me feel beautiful, like... truly beautiful.
Dean: Your hair looks amazing in the moonlight... do you
use glitter?
Me: *giggling* No, just shampoo. Silly.
He's just perfect, you know? He's got these amazing big green eyes that are so deep and expressive. I was staring so deeply into them and I felt... I felt like I was drowning. It was like he could see right down to my soul, could see what made me hurt and what didn't, and he did everything he could to make me feel wonderful. He made me feel so beautiful.
I've decided that we need to do something romantic, just the two of us, but the only hitch is, he travels a lot, and he's always with his brother and Tru's sister or cousin or whoever. I really want to take him downtown to watch the sunset at this gorgeous little park I love. We could walk through town and along the river. He doesn't know about any of this, it would be a surprise, but I just would love to surprise him with something romantic. Maybe I'll talk to Tru, find out where he is at the moment.
I'm so absolutely smitten. So smitten. He's just so unlike anyone I have ever met before. I am so glad I decided to go to Tru's reception, even though it was so hard for me, because it brought up memories of Jesse. But if I hadn't gone, I would never have met Dean. I know he feels something for me, you don't say the sorts of things he said to me without meaning it. And it wasn't about sex, it wasn't. We had this connection. It was the most amazing night of my life.
-C.