Goddammit...
I don't know how the hell to get him to see... he isn't a horrible guy, I don't hate him, I don't think he's a "man whore" as he puts it... I think he's scared to get hurt. He just doesn't get it... I'm not going anywhere and I don't want to go anywhere.
FUCKING HELL... I seriously just want to beat him over the head with a wiffle bat until he gets it through his head that he's a good person. This is so unbelievably frustrating... more so because I care for him so much. I told him it seems like he's just trying to push me away. I don't care how many times he tells me I should stay away, that he can't be trusted, I see something different, I FEEL it's different. GAH.
- C.