Jessica Hanson sighed to herself as she packed up her room at the mansion to move back to Tulsa. Was she really ready? She piccked up her journal, and flipped open to the day where Ike found her bleeding to death on the bathroom floor. How different would things have been? BUt life is composed of moments, and moments are composed of choises, and everything happens for a reason. She knew that, but it didn't always make sense to her. What reason could there be to somebody taking such violent control over her body? So forcing her into sex against her will? BUt JUess thought about it for a moment. Maybe all, those events happened so that she would learn to be more trusting, and patient, and greatful for the good things in life. She placed her journal in the box, along with all her other notebooks and books of poetry and songs. She clicked on her cd player, and moved about the room with a purpose as Evanesence played loudly in the background.