10 April 2004 - IM between Jono and Bek

Written by Tegan and Nessa

IM - Jono and Bek

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
hey

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
me...freak hey bek

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
everyone asleep?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
more or less

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
well, except for people like logan and faith

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
and tav

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
and bobby

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
yeah well they're strange

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and loud

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
very

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
loud thoughts

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and emotions

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and screams

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
it offends my innocent ears

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
what innocence?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
im very innocent, thank you very much

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
not at all

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
am!

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
nah

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
not at all

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i am, you've just tried to be a bad influence on me, with your broody british ways

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
me, a bad influence?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
never

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
ha!

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm just me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
you're all with the touching

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i couldn't possibly be a bad influence

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
you are

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
with the touching, and the feeling

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i like touching you

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
and i've noticed you're not that adverse to touching me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
its because you influenced me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
see, i was so innocent before you

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
no

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
yep

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
believe it

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i love australian tv

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
really?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
why?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
because some of these shows are so bad

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
that they're just addictive

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i see

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
like eastenders?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
or coronation street?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
bah british soaps

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
they're all shirty and such

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i don't watch them

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
often

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
or maybe more like the idol shows?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
ohhhhhhhhhhhhh jono watches soappppppppppps

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
hey shhh

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
if you dont be nice to me, i wont come home

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
you'd come home

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
you need to graduate

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
ha, well then i'd come home and not talk to you, so ner!

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
you'd talk to me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
not if you dont be nice to me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i'd... i'd go be friends with bobby

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
no you wouldn't

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
he'd try to pull you into a sordid threesome with tav

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
...

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
well, now that im going to have nightmares for the rest of my life...

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and i spose you're not gonna try and make me have a threesome with you and angelo?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
nah

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
ange is looking mournfully after someone else, i think

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
is it you?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
angelo wants to have your babies, doesnt he?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
he thinks you're hot

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and he wants to be with you

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
forever

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
nah, i don't think so

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
me and ange are just friends

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
but think about it... you and i were just friends

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
ange and i are also straight

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
thats true

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
how is angelo anyway?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
in a non sexual sense

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
he's fine

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and how are you?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm good

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i miss you

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i miss you too

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
but i'll be home soon

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
unless you keep being mean to me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
then i'll move to... mexico

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and wear a sombrero

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
right

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
and drink cheap and nasty tequila?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
yes, and i'll marry a mexican in a drunken stupor

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
rigth

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
*nodnod*

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i can tell you dont believe me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
but its true

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
its so lonely here without youuuu

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
of course it is

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm probably more intelligent conversation then anyone else down
there

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
mmmhmmmm

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
millsy made me sleep on the floor last night

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
we were working on what we're gonna do at the concerts, and i went to the bathroom, and i came back and he'd fallen asleep on my bed, and i didnt have to heart to wake him, so just went to sleep on the
floor

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i would have woken him up

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
by throwing him out of the bed

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
well i am a lot weaker than you

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and he looked so comfortable, and i didnt want to disturb that

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
pour cold water on him

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
nah hes gone out with his parents today

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
while im here, all lonesome

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and cold

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and missing you

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
how sad

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
so what have you been up to anyway?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
not much

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
playing at some clubs

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
catching shit off jeannie and scooter

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
why for?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
oh, we're spending too much time on the band, not enough on on school work...nevermind we're at the top of most of our classes

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
and also you know, we're attracting attention

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
OOC: oh man, im gonna have beks hand broken before the tour starts, so she cant play at all... and it has to be cancelled... muaahahaha

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
IC:

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
well, i have a simple solution... "Jean, Scott, cram it with walnuts"

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i usually flip them off, but that works too

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
the jet has never been cleaner though

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
hahaha

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
soon i'll be out of there, and i won't have to listen to them anymore

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
sod being an xmen, i don't want to die for people who hate me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
thats true

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
but will you still live in the mansion or what?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
nah no way!

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i want to move out

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
asap

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
but where?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i don't know

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
tav's got plenty of money, i'm happy to sponge off him

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
well its good to see hes good for something

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
yeah, getting us on air and recorded and making sure the band doesn't have to work

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
everyone has a purpose i guess

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
mine is to just...

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
ok i dont have one

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
you make people happy

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
like... you... for example?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
yeah, you make me happy

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
happy as a bitter brooding bastard like me can be

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
yeah, i try

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and also, i love the way your eyes do that crinkle thing

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
umm

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
hmmmm

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm not cute, you know

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
never said you were

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm not good to look at either

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
yeah well you're entitled to your opinion

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm not

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
whatever, look, its pretty obvious that you dont want to talk to me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
so yeah

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
nah, i'm just...

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm not the most communicative of people, you know?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
yeah... look, if you dont want to be with me, just tell me, ok?

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i do

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i love you

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i just don't understand why you want to be with me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
jono, if you were here right now, i'd let you see why... i cant put it into words

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i just love you

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
but sometimes i dont think you believe me

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i...

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i can't let myself believe you

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
everything fucks up on me, bek, every fucking thing i ever touch

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
jono, the last thing i want to do is hurt you... but i love you, and even if you dont believe me, i just want you to know that i do

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
and that i'd do anything for you, and if it werent you for, i'd be
dead

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i just...

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
it's so hard to believe something good could finally happen to me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
im sorry

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
you've nothing to be sorry for

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'm the one that's fucked in the head, that's not your fault

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i just... i love you, is all

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i love you too

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i'll be home soon and we'll talk about this, yes?

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
OOC: ok, i better go to bed

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
IC:

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
i better go, i need to sleep a bit before the interviews tonight

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
ok

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
i'll talk to you later love

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
love you

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
love you too

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection? says:
byeeee

Turn your eyes away, don't look at the bandages that cover me... freak says:
see you

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