Mordred
Mordred shook with fever, and cried out in the grips of nightmare.
Flash.
"Hey, wolfie." Nyx touching him, all over. Couldn't concentrate, couldn't push her away...
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Gwen's horrified face then the heartbreaking crumple into tears. "Looks like I'm in the wrong room. Sorry about that..." And still feeling out of it but coming back to reality with a sickening rush.
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"Let's see why Gwen is so happy all the time..." Gloating, so hot, so hot, so bloody hot...
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Burning up, and crying out as the world slithered from his grasp like trails of molten metal. Knowing he deserved it. He deserved everything. He'd *sworn* he would never do this to a girl he loved. *Sworn*.
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"I remember telling you to back off, and then it's all like a blank..."
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Her face as she threw her head back in ecstasy.
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Green eyes, black hair. So very wrong.
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Oh god, Gwen. Gwen, I'm so sorry. I love you so much. I'm so sorry, love. So very, very sorry.
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Mordred's body arched on the bed, sweat dripping off him in buckets. "God, it's so cold...I'm burning but it's so cold..."
He deserved this. He deserved everything. He'd broken Gwen's heart. He deserved. Hurt me, make me bleed, whip me, punish me, make me suffer my penance. This is too light. *Hurt me*...like I hurt her.