5 August 2003 - Remembering The Pain

Nessa

Faith

Faith opened her eyes and clutched at her chest. She started to hyperventilate as she watched the events play out inside her mind.

"Well... the bad news... is how I finally got over it... See I... I... I got invited to this party... and I knew I shouldn't have gone. There were just so many people... and I ended up getting drunk - 'cause they had kero there, and I... well... I ended up having sex with this girl named Desiree."

Faith closed her eyes as she lived through her memory, over and over again.

Zac had slept with another girl. But when? And why was she still with him? Or maybe... maybe it had just happened and he was happy because she'd lost her memory because now he could pretend it never happened.

She felt her tears begin to stream down her cheeks and she closed her eyes, feeling the pain wash over her body.

How could he have not told her?

Was he hoping she'd never remember?

The one person she trusted and he had hurt her.

Faith buried her face into her pillow and sobbed for hours, ignoring everyone when they came to see what was wrong with her.

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