5 December 2003 - Tracklisting

Nessa

Room69 and Alyssa

Noah held the headphones over his ear and then started to sing into the mike, at his cue. This song was a fast, upbeat sort of song, heavy on the guitars, and a good drumbeat.

"I don't know how we got like this
It used to be good, but now
It's all turned to shit
We used to be best friends
And now it's all falling apart

It's like so many things you read about
Best friends till the end they say
Then the money comes
And before you know it
It's all falling apart

But when you get down to the point
No matter how hard we try
We can't deny who we were
And who we are now
Even though it's falling apart

Coz we're all dressed up
But with no place to pretend
We've come so far
And it feels like the end
But I'll stick around
If you do too
Because best friends means
You'll get what you deserve

People trying to talk to us
Convince us to see the light
But we don't care
Coz we're not wrong
And it's all falling apart

No point in even trying
To work this problem out
They're not the friends
I thought they were before
It's all falling apart

But when you get down to the point
No matter how hard we try
We can't deny who we were
And who we are now
Even though it's falling apart

Coz we're all dressed up
But with no place to pretend
We've come so far
And it feels like the end
But I'll stick around
If you do too
Because best friends means
You'll get what you deserve

Sometimes it gets so hard to breathe
And I remember that things were so much better
Before we got this far
Can't we go back to before this started
Just be friends again?

Coz we're all dressed up
But with no place to pretend
We've come so far
And it feels like the end
But I'll stick around
If you do too
Because best friends means
You'll get what you deserve..."

"And we're all dressed up..."
sang Noah.

"All dressed up..."
Pete sang.

"With no place to pretend,"
Noah went on.

"No place to pretend..."
Pete continued.

"But I'll stick around,"
Noah sang.

"And I will too,"
Pete finished.

"Because best friends means
Best friends means
You'll get what you deserve..."

The next song was the one Alyssa was singing, so she went into the room and stepped over where Noah was, and put her headphones on, listening to the music. A softer song, with an acoustic guitar and a piano, playing hauntingly in the background.

"So I find myself back here again
The knife sitting so close
The itching to cut, to feel again
Because anything just has to be better
Than this nothingness I've become

Empty words, and broken promises
That's all my life has been
So tell me now that I'll be ok
And I'll try to believe it
The way I always used to

You promised you'd always be here for me
But you lied, again and again
After awhile I can make myself believe in anything
So I'm making myself believe in you

I'm believing in you the way
That you could never believe in me...

The truth of the matter is
That I'm wishing I could hate you
At least half as much as I hate myself
But I know there's one thing I should've done
I should've fallen for you when I had the chance
I should've fallen for you instead of falling to pieces

I wish you could see things like I do
Alone on the outskirts of life
Noting everything people do
Taking it in my stride

You think I don't feel or understand
But I do more than you'll know
That everyone loves each other
But no one seems to really like each other

You promised you'd always be here for me
But you lied, again and again
After awhile I can make myself believe in anything
So I'm making myself believe in you

I'm believing in you the way
That you could never believe in me...

You'll never understand the way I feel
The way you can break me apart
You'll never see the tears you make me cry
Because I know you don't care anymore

I'm believing in you the way
That you could never believe in me...

And so I'm believing in you the way
That you could never believe in me..."

Back to a faster punk song.

"She's got issues, yes she does
She doesn't see the way that she
Places all this pain
Deep inside of me
She doesn't listen to me say
She is selfish, she is lame
Until that day we meet again
I'll keep you in my heart my friend

I give her everything I've got
But my efforts are forgot
Maybe it's not meant to be
But I know that you love me
She will never ever know
That we could've made it so
It took you so long to see
But I know that you love me

Now it's over and I'm getting over
All that crap that you fed me
You could've been my friend
But now it's over
And it's plain to see that
You are not the girl for me
Could've been my friend

It's over, it's over, it's over again
It's over, it's over, it's over again
It's over, it's over, it's over again..."
Noah sang.

"I have seen the light, I have seen the light, I have seen the light, I have seen..."
Chris sang at the same time.

" "It's over, it's over, it's over again,"
Adam cut in and sang.

"I have seen the light, I have seen the light, I have seen the light, I have seen..."
Chris sang.

They took a break for a bit.

OOC:
"Falling Apart" - Nessa
"Believing In You" - Nessa
"So Hard To Get" - The real Room69

"Driving with your best friends
Music blaring, windows down
Singing at the top of your lungs
It's moments like these
That make me feel infinite

A smile from the one you love
The first kiss from that girl
The way your heart jumps to see her
It's moments like these
That make me feel infinite

Do you remember all those days
The fun we had hanging out
Doing gigs, playing tricks
Behaving like the idiots
We'll always be

No one's gonna change us
You can't ever make us
We'll be idiots
For the rest of our days
You can count on it

Teepeeing that girls house
The girl you love to hate
The way she got so mad and yelled
It's moments like these
That make me feel infinite

Going down to the bowling alley
Laughing and joking together
Watching Pete break the kids bumpers
It's moments like these
That make me feel infinite

Do you remember all those days
The fun we had hanging out
Doing gigs, playing tricks
Behaving like the idiots
We'll always be

No one's gonna change us
You can't ever make us
We'll be idiots
For the rest of our days
You can count on it

Camping out with the whole gang
Telling stories, sing alongs
Burning breakfast, lunch and dinner
It's moments like these
That make me feel infinite

We've made it so far
Every single one of us
The memories we've made will last
And in those moments
I swear we were infinite..."

Pete sang lead on the next song, so he stepped up, and started to sing.

"Can't you see what you're doing to me?
Leaving me alone in a world of my madness
Can't you see what I'm trying to be?
And you're not helping, you're not there for me

But why, would you ever want to be?
After all, I was never there for you
Why would you ever want to see me trying
I'm all alone in this darkness that is me

And I
I'm trying to help myself
I'm trying to dig myself back up to the water level
And I
I'm trying to save myself
Trying to get my feet back on the ground

You don't know my dreams, my illusions or my fantasies
I'm sure that you don't want to know the me that I've become
And I'm sure, I'm sure as hell that you don't know my anymore
I'm trying to be myself, I'm trying to find myself

And I
I'm trying to help myself
I'm trying to dig myself back up to the water level
And I
I'm trying to save myself
Trying to get my feet back on the ground

There's no way out of this black hole
I'm just digging deeper, deep into eternity
And I, will never find myself
Because I'm just too screwed in the upstairs lair

You'll never know, how I felt that night
And you'll never see, my eyes so bright again
And you'll never feel, what it means to be me
Because I'm not me
I'm not me

And I I'm trying to help myself
I'm trying to dig myself back up to the water level
And I
I'm trying to save myself
Trying to get my feet back on the ground

And I
I'm trying to find my way
I'm trying to dig myself back up to the water level
And I
I'm trying to live again
Trying to get my feet back on the ground..."

Back to Noah singing lead.

"I'll tell you a story
About a girl and a boy
A tale full of sorrow
A tale full of tears

Now she asked him that day
"Will you love me forever?"
"Yes" he replied
"I'll be with you always"

And everyone's leaving
But I'm here to stay
With the darkness in your eyes
Love finds a way
So don't worry darling
You're still the one
Today will be over
Tomorrow will come

It's a typical grey day
With clouds in the sky
It makes her feel awful
No one knows why

He looks out his window
He feels a great pain
Somewhere she's crying
Her love is no more

And everyone's leaving
But I'm here to stay
With the darkness in your eyes
Love finds a way
So don't worry darling
You're still the one
Today will be over
Tomorrow will come

And as he once told her
Love finds a way
She now believes him
They're here to stay

And everyone's leaving
But I'm here to stay
With the darkness in your eyes
Love finds a way
So don't worry darling
You're still the one
Today will be over
Tomorrow will come

And now as they lie here
He looks at her face
Three simple words are
Tomorrow will come..."

"Right now, she would just be sleeping
Not caring what I'm thinking
All about the world
The special things it held
She just couldn't care less
About her happiness
She's a special girl
Deserves a finer world

Now that you've gone away
My life will not be the same
A piece of me is missing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Now that you've gone away
My life will not be the same
A piece of me is missing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

She locks up her emotions
Gives up her devotions
But that's just who she is
And nothing's gonna change
She leads me on, I know it
I try not to show it
But that's just who I am
And nothing's gonna change
She leads me on, I know it
I try not to show it
Well that's just who I am
And nothing's gonna change

Now that you've gone away
My life will not be the same
A piece of me is missing
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Now that you've gone away
My life will not be the same
A piece of me is missing
I wish you could stay..."

"She was standing there one day
With a smile on her face
And a dreamy look in her eyes
She was the sweetest girl

She ran into me
And we got to talking
And that's when I knew
She was the one

And so this is a
Dedication song
To the girl I love
With her light blue eyes
And her cheeky smile
A dedication
To the one who makes me fly

It's a simple matter
Of a simple love story
You've heard it all before
This is nothing new

Boy meets girl
Boy likes girl
Boy gets girl
Boy loves girl

And so this is a
Dedication song
To the girl I love
With her light blue eyes
And her cheeky smile
A dedication
To the one who makes me fly

I screwed it up
And thought it was gone
But she forgave me
She's so special

And so this is a
Dedication song
To the girl I love
With her light blue eyes
And her cheeky smile
A dedication
To the one who makes me fly

And so this is a
Dedication song
To the girl I love
With her light blue eyes
And her cheeky smile
A dedication
To the one who makes me fly..."

OOC:
"Infinite Moments" - Nessa
"Alone" - Aimster
"Tomorrow Will Come" - Nessa and Erin
"Nothing's Gonna Change" - The real Room69
"Dedication Song" - Nessa

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